Musical Chairs...?

Currently Listening To: Boondock Saint's Theme

I found this on another Deviant's journal. It turned out really weird... O.o


So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..

Opening Credits:J-E-N-O-V-A - Nobou Uematsu .... kay.....

Waking Up:War Pigs- Black Sabbath... What the hell....

First Day At SchoolCheatin' On the Church- Graveyard BBQ ...

Making Your New Best Friend:Bittersweet Symphony - The Verve ...

Falling In Love:Sehnsucht- Rammstein .... I'm sure this will end badly... I'll have to ask Chris what the translation of this song is... (We looked it up... it means Longing O.o )

Breaking Up:Devil's Dance Floor- Flogging Molly ...mkay...

Prom:Stone King Golem- Michiru Yamane .... *laughs* What the fuck?!

Graduation:Water of Life- FF Crystal Chronicles.....

Life's Okay:Crazy- Bride of Chucky Soundtrack (remake of Patsy Cline)

Death of a Close Friend:Violet- Hole :LMAO: My friends don't suck on shotgun barrels, Courtney Love!

Mental Breakdown:I Can't Remember- Alice in Chains ... Appropriate!

Driving:Ace of Spades- Motorhead ... Also somewhat appropriate!

Flashback:War Ensemble- Slayer ... Partially Appropriate!

Getting Back Together:Stop- Jane's Addiction .... *laughs* Kind of scary, I did have an on again, off again relationship once...

Birth of Child:Roll The Bones- Rush ... "Why are we here?/Because we're here, roll the bones!/Why does it happen?/Because it happens, roll the bones". Apparently my kid will be a product of Chris and I having a threesome with Lady Luck (This is a great song, I suggest listening to it! Just ignore the stupid hip-hop thingie at the end...)

Wedding SceneMonster's Dance: Rondo- FF Crystal Chronicles

Car Accident:Psychobilly Freakout- The Reverend Horton Heat .... I suppose I'll be run over by some sort of drunken hillbilly schizo....

Final Battle:Hey You- Pink Floyd... my final battle's gonna suck...

Death Scene:Test for Echo- Rush ... apparently my death will be a nationally televised court circus...

Funeral Song:Endless Sky - FF Crystal Chronicles... pretty appropriate. I suggest you look up the lyrics to the song.

End Credits:Boondock Saint's Theme .... *LAUGHS* Appropriate!!

It's trying really hard to snow...

Currently Listening To: Endless Sky- FF Crystal Chronicles

..but there aren't enough clouds. Dammit, sometimes I hate living in a valley like this. When it's cold, the sky is clear. When it's warm it's cloudy, so we most often get rain. I miss snowy winters, when it's cold and white outside, and snowflakes are falling aimlessly toward the ground, and you're all wrapped up inside with a good book. All we have now is this half-assed 40-50 degree California-esque bullshit.

I'm getting pretty irritated lately. I think I have that grating-roomate feeling, as in I'm getting sick of our roomate. I'm married, I wanna live in a place with just Chris and me, I wanna make our own home. Of course, that requires a job, and I realize that it'll probably take a while. But nevertheless, I can feel the stirrings of a a restless, unhappy heart.

My roomate keeps trying to pressure me into getting my license. I'll get my fucking license when I'm good and ready, not because he's hurrying me through it for his own convenience. I didn't let mom do that to me, and I'm not letting him do it, either. If he's so bitchy about Chris using his car, then bitch at Chris about it. Our car is shit. We're trying to get that remedied. Chris has other people to give him a ride to work. But I'm not going to hurry through getting my license when I don't feel I'm fucking ready. So fucking deal. Leave me the FUCK ALONE.

Also, another questionaire thingie. This one looked cool.

Name your favourite singer/band/musician and answer the questions only with a song of them.

- Your favourite singer/band is?
Rush

- Are you male or female?
Witch Hunt (Closest thing I could find to "female")

- Describe yourself:
I believe in "Freewill"

- How do you feel?
like "Nobody's Hero"

- How are you concerning love?
I am "The Seeker"

- How is your relationship to your boyfriend/girlfriend?
It's "Second Nature"

- How is your life?
I often "Stick it Out"

- Where do you want to be at the moment?
"YYZ" - It snows in Toronto -_-

- What do you wish for?
Good times for "Making Memories"

- Write a quote or a phrase you know: (Is this supposed to be from the song?)
"I will choose a path that's clear/I will choose Freewill"

- Now say goodbye:
As I leave, I "Take a Friend"

Tattooed, Bitches!

Currently Listening To: Laid to Rest- Lamb of God

I finally had my tattoo done on Wednesday ^_^ IT HURT LIKE A BITCH. I cried like a baby. Seriously, I even drooled on the chair I had to sit in backwards. I'm not ashamed to say so, because it fucking HURT, and I know why people like to get drunk before they get these now!
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43406550/ <---This is what it looks like ^_^

One More Thing!

Currently Listening To: Tom Sawyer - Rush

Yes, yes, I know these are probably widely circulated, but I still think they're funny.

Things Women Say When Stressed at Work

1. Okay, okay! I take it back. Unfuck you.

2. You say I'm a bitch like it's a bad thing.

3. Well this day was a total waste of make-up.

4. Well, aren't we a damn ray of sunshine?

5. Don't bother me, I'm living happily ever after.

6. Do I look like a people person?

7. This isn't an office. It's hell with fluorescent lighting.

8. I started out with nothing and still have most of it left.

9. Therapy is expensive. Popping bubble wrap is cheap. You choose.

10. Why don't you try practicing random acts of intelligence and senseless acts of self-control?

11. I'm not crazy. I've been in a very bad mood for 30 years.

12. Sarcasm is just one more service I offer.

13. Do they ever shut up on your planet?

14. I'm not your type. I'm not inflatable.

15. Stress is when you wake up screaming and you realize you haven't gone to sleep yet.

16. Back off!! You're standing in my aura.

17. Don't worry. I forgot your name too.

18. I work 45 hours a week to be this poor.

19. Not all men are annoying. Some are dead.

20. Wait...I'm trying to imagine you with a personality.

21. Chaos, panic and disorder ... my work here is done.

22. Ambivalent? Well, yes and no.

23. You look like shit. Is that the style now?

24. Earth is full. Go home.

25. Aw, did I step on your poor little bitty ego?

26. I'm not tense, just terribly, terribly alert.

27. A hard-on doesn't count as personal growth.

28. You are depriving some village of an idiot.

29. If assholes could fly, this place would be an airport.

And On to Other Things...

Currently Listening To: The Weapon - Rush

((PS: On the last entry, I said that I was afraid of snakes. That was a typo. I typed that for... whatever reason, I don't know why. I meant to type "Spiders, strangers, small places and crowds"))

Still looking for a job. Blech. But Chris is going to apply for a job in Post Falls, where a friend of ours works. According to our friend, he'll be making 10 bucks an hour, full time, with benefits. Compared to Chris' current 9 bucks and hour, 4 hours a day, that'll be awesome ^_^ Christmas might not suck after all.

So he's going to apply there tomorrow. If he gets a job there, he'll work there for a few weeks, then give me the lowdown on how conditions are there. He'd know if it's something that I could deal with, physically and all. I'm pretty strong for a chick, but I have my limits, which is one of the reasons I didn't persue the job at UPS. Anyway, if he thinks it's something I can handle, he'll let me know, reccommend me, and then I'll apply there. If not, I'll continue to persue trying to get hired on at Starbucks.

So this all lifted my spirits a bit. I was so depressed. I had been job hunting, and I felt useless. I get this crushing, panicking feeling whenever I try and talk to someone new, or someone in authority. And I know it's more than just being shy. It's almost as though I feel my "fight or flight" instinct kick in. I just freeze, my heart starts beating really fast, I get sweaty, my mind races. And because of this, it's made it difficult to look for a job, and to follow up on leads. I try and force myself to, and I come home feeling like I want to just break down and cry. I don't know what's wrong with me, but I think I need help.

My eyes have been bothering me too. It's gross. I think I might have an infection in them. I need to go to the doctor, but we can't afford it. Pisses me right off.

I get my tattoo tomorrow! I'm excited, but nervous at the same time. I hope it doesn't hurt >.<

'Nother survey, I got bored.

Currently Listening To: The Enemy Within - Rush

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Vicky Walter
Birthday:	12/13/82
Birthplace:	Fairchild AFB
Current Location:	Spokane, Washington
Eye Color:	Blue
Hair Color:	Blonde
Height:	5-4
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right Handed
Your Heritage:	*deep breath* In order from most to least: Lithuanian/Polish, Russian, German, French, Dutch/Norwegian, Irish, English. Heinz 57, yo.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	My blue and brown hiking shoes with the hole in the side
Your Weakness:	Define weakness....? I'm not a videogame character *L*
Your Fears:	Spiders, snakes, small places, strangers
Your Perfect Pizza:	Pepperoni, extra cheese, Pizza Hut pan, light on the sauce
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Pay off personal debts, start working toward getting a house of our own
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	"It's ridiculous."
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"*groan* Bathroom... must pee... crap, what do I have to do today?"
Your Best Physical Feature:	I've been told it's my eyes. Chris likes my butt and my smile, though. ^^;
Your Bedtime:	Whenever I get tired, depending on when I have to be up the next morning.
Your Most Missed Memory:	Marching band. *sigh*
Pepsi or Coke:	Either, depending on my mood.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McD's.
Single or Group Dates:	Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton!
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate ^^
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Either.
Do you Smoke:	Fuck no.
Do you Swear:	Fuck yes.
Do you Sing:	To myself, yuppers.
Do you Shower Daily:	Every other day. Otherwise, my skin dries out like crazy.
Have you Been in Love:	I'm still in love.
Do you want to go to College:	Absolutely. Though I'm conflicted on my majors. Music still interests me greatly, but I'm also interested in cake-decorating. Wierd, huh?
Do you want to get Married:	I'm already married. ^__^
Do you belive in yourself:	I try to. It doesn't always work. We always fail ourselves now and again.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Rarely
Do you think you are Attractive:	Not really. But then again, I don't have a high opinion of my own looks, according to other people.
Are you a Health Freak:	Pfft. No.
Do you get along with your Parents:	I get along with Dad. I get along with Mom now that we don't live together.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	I love them. (It's so wierd... this question is on EVERY survey...)
Do you play an Instrument:	B flat clarinet. I played euphonium briefly in highschool.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Yup yup. It was fucking great.
In the past month have you Smoked:	God no. I like my lungs.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Do sleep aids count? I'm a huge insomniac.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	We're too broke to go on a date *L*
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	To look for a job, yes.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	Nopers. I don't think I could go through an entire box of Oreos by myself. They're a bit too rich for me *L*
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Man, I wish! Sushi sounds really good 'bout now...
In the past month have you been on Stage:	I wish, again. -.- I miss band a lot.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	Nope. Married, no dah.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Nopers. I've never been skinny dipping. I want to, though ^^
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	Nopers.
Ever been Drunk:	For all the drinking I've done, I've never been drunk. I've only been slightly buzzed, and I didn't like the feeling. I'd rather be the cognizent one.
Ever been called a Tease:	Only during sex. Not that you people needed to know that. ^_~
Ever been Beaten up:	Several times, in elementary school, a few times in middle school. By the time I was in highschool, I had fought back enough and put on enough muscle that they left me alone.
Ever Shoplifted:	Nopers.
How do you want to Die:	I'm not sure, to be honest. It's not something I think about often.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Secure
What country would you most like to Visit:	I have a few, but they're all equal. Japan, Ireland, France, Holland...
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Whatever looks good on them, honestly. My husband's eyes are this cool shade of hazel. They're green on the inside, and grey on the outside, with brown spots in the green.
Favourite Hair Color:	I'm partial to blonde or brunette.
Short or Long Hair:	Whatever looks good on a guy.
Height:	Tall
Weight:	Whatever looks good on the guy.
Best Clothing Style:	Stylish. I like the look of well-put together casual or punk, but I also like the look of a snazzy suit.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	Nil.
Number of CDs I own:	Lots. I don't know how many *L*
Number of Piercings:	2 in each ear
Number of Tattoos:	1, on the small of my back.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	More than a few.
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